Sensitive

This is very strange. There have been several times in the last month when I've been overly sensitive about things being said of me, about me or around me. I take things too personally, end up hearing what I want to hear.

I'm trying to figure out how to fix this, but I'm not even sure how. I wish I knew the cause.

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  1. FireflowerFriday, October 26, 2007 3:35:00 PM

    I wish I knew how to keep myself from overreacting! So no real advice there but plenty of empathy... Glad to know you're doing okay. Things may not be quite as well here, but at least the new baby is swimming along happy as a clam. That's something.

    Take care of yourself. I got the message about the car seat; I figured that's what was going to happen so no worries... my mom doesn't know how to not obsess over things.

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